With Or WIthout You

I'm back from San Diego. There were hot boys a-plenty, though my thoughts on were solidly on someone in Phoenix who I wished could have made it out. To my surprise, I ended up running into him at the parade Saturday morning. As much as I wish I could say that we spent the rest of the weekend having fun together and everything turned out to be everything I had hoped it could be, I ended up keeping my distance... I did have a good time, and at the same time, its one of those bittersweet moments when you realize that you're not quite ready for what you want.